Parody Catharsis

(album: Afterburner - 2020)

We feel this way
Hiding from our pain and our mistakes
Vibrate the shame
Let these dirty veins go all the way

I must be the worst and the best
Cause the hole in my chest
Yeah they think it's impressive
If art has to feel like this
Do I parody catharsis
Average things don't have a place
You starve you stay in budget
Once I got what they want
They act like they don't want it

I got a leg up
Know when to sit down, when to get up
I got a leg up
I killed the whole game, now I'm fed up

Don't wanna be your shoulder to cry on
Don't turn the light on
Don't tell me your name
I know you're hurting
But at the same time
I need to numb my blood til I'm okay

As the world is crumbling down, I'm falling in love
Don't need your politics, I'm focused
As the world is turning round, I'm cutting a rug
Don't need your common sense
I'm focused

We feel this way
Hiding from our pain and our mistakes
Vibrate the shame
Let these dirty veins go all the way

I must be the worst and the best
Cause the hole in my chest
Yeah they think it's impressive
If art has to feel like this
Do I parody catharsis
Average things don't have a place
You starve you stay in budget
Once I got what they want
They act like they don't want it

I got a leg up
Know when to sit down, when to get up
I got a leg up
I killed the whole game, now I'm fed up

Don't wanna be your shoulder to cry on
Don't turn the light on
Don't tell me your name
I know you're hurting
But at the same time
I need to numb my blood til I'm okay

As the world is crumbling down, I'm falling in love
Don't need your politics, I'm focused
As the world is turning round, I'm cutting a rug
Don't need your common sense
I'm focused

This is where you blame it on the weather
Or blame it on the devil
Or blame it on whomever
You suck already
This is where you blame it on the weather
Or blame it on the devil
Or blame it on whomever
You suck either way

I can't believe this, I'm a fetus, I'm a baby boy
My height decreases, I can't reach the counter, find my toys
Once gave speeches, now they're screeches
What can I destroy
I'm not lazy
I'm just baby
Tiny baby boy