Nothing Shameful

(album: Afterburner - 2020)

Take
All you do is take
You can have it all
Caught
In your web, I'm caught
Catch me when I fall
Stare
Kill me with your stare
All I do is follow
Care
Do you even care
If I'll be there tomorrow?

A medical dependency to you
There's nothing shameful that I wouldn't do
A medical dependency to you
There's nothing shameful that I wouldn't do

I must've killed that shit
I shoulda stayed in Florida
Too much I spent
My shape got bent
I'm just a corny cracker
I spilled my beans
Cause I'm a fiend
I lost my extra mustard

Oh, undertow
Undertow, undertow
Under

All those thoughts you think don't even matter
Punch yourself, punch you in the face
All those thoughts you think don't even matter
If you don't care, you don't have to say

So take me for granted
I know I never really meant that much to you
All our memories will be erased
The only way, out is forward
As far away as I can get

Where to now?
What happened to my fucking purpose?
I am just a stone sinking
Broken and numb
Where to now?
The way you made me, made me worthless
Truth is in the end we all end up alone

Can you feel me?
Calling your name from the balcony seats
You left empty
Can you feel me?
Tearing apart everything we used to be

Take
All you do is take
You can have it all
Caught
In your web, I'm caught
Catch me when I fall
Stare
Kill me with your stare
All I do is follow
Care
Do you even care
If I'll be there tomorrow?

Don't forget to clap for plants
A napkin allergy
A skin graft treatment
Tried out comedy
Got ants in my pants
Rolled out my linen, two bats, scrap

A medical dependency to you
There's nothing shameful that I wouldn't do
A medical dependency to you
There's nothing shameful that I wouldn't do