used to you

(album: i wonder if you wonder - 2021)

I lost it yesterday
And cried home on the train
I don't think I'm okay

'Cos my hearts gone from my chest
You took it when you left
And said it's for the best

Can't say it was unexpected
Just didn't wanna face the feeling
Like when you hope you car'll keep running
And there ain't nobody steering

Nothing I could do to save it
Like the moment right before you crash
I just gotta hope I make it

But what if I pack up
And get in the taxi
And you try to chase me down the high street
What if you miss me
Or maybe I'm crazy
But I got used to you and me

And what if my phone dies
And you try to call up
Or what if there's still a future for us
Maybe I'm hoping
For something and nothing
But I got used to you, used to you and me

So, what do I do now?
I scream and there's no sound
The world stopped spinning round

Tell me, what're you meant to do
When all your darkest fears are coming true
And you're dreams are far from view

There's nothing I can do to save this
Like running for a plane that's taking off
I just gotta hope I make it

But what if I pack up
And get in the taxi
And you try to chase me down the high street
What if you miss me
Or maybe I'm crazy
But I got used to you and me

And what if my phone dies
And you try to call up
Or what if there's still a future for us
Maybe I'm hoping
For something and nothing
But I got used to you, used to you and me
I got used to you, used to you and me
I got used to you, used to you and me

I think I'm going under
'Cos I gotta find another
Yeah, I wonder if you wonder
Wonder, wonder...

But what if I pack up
And get in the taxi
And you try to chase me down the high street
What if you miss me
Or maybe I'm crazy
But I got used to you and me

And what if my phone dies
And you try to call up
Or what if there's still a future for us
Maybe I'm hoping
For something and nothing
But I got used to you, used to you and me