I Can't Breathe

(album: I'll Say It For You - 2020)

Have you ever felt this weight on your chest that makes it feel like you can't breathe I have

I can't breathe
I'm struggling finding the balance between what I want and I need
I've been playing with God but it feels like the devils been coaching the team
I got so much what to say but anxiety whispers and tells me don't speak
I been living on earth but that one day I could live in my dreams
I been lost in mind for a minute I'm searching for somewhere to go
I look right at my mom and I cry cause I wish she didn't have to get old
I got all of these people around me but why do I still feel all alone
I got all this money
I just bought a house
But With nobody in it it isn't a home
All of these contacts inside of my phone
But I can't come in contact with someone to hold
Sometimes I sit in the shower and cry cause the water disguises my tears in the flow
Look in mirror I don't see a soul
Looking for love but I'm on the road
This isn't song, this is poem
God

I can't breath
I'm not even tired but I just want to sleep
I'm drowning in pain it's getting too deep
This weight is enormous I'm crying for help but don't nobody see
I'm at war in my head everyday I've been screaming and fighting for peace
I'm hurt my Hearts full of rage
My life is a book that they can't even read Cause I'm Bleeding on every page
Our people are dying to young man were tired of commenting all on their page
We just said a prayer for one and woke up and another was taken away
Let me know if it's better space
I wanted the money I got and now that I'm rich I have nothing to chase
I'd rather be happy broke then rich with no one to love everyday
I know everybody relates
I hope that you hear while I pray
Me say
God

I can't breath
I'm on my knees
I'm begging you please
They left me for dead
Created a storm
They thought I would drown but they didn't know that I am a seed
And yes I'm looking for help
I wanted to love but I couldn't love cause I didn't love my self
I done blaming everyone
No more blaming everyone else
From now on I'm blaming myself

I can't breathe
I'm struggling finding the balance between what I want and I need
I've been playing with God but it feels like the devils been coaching the team
I got so much what to say but anxiety whispers and tells me don't speak
I been living on earth but that one day I could live in my dreams

I can't breathe
I'm struggling finding the balance between what I want and I need
I've been playing with God but it feels like the devils been coaching the team
I got so much what to say but anxiety whispers and tells me don't speak
I been living on earth but that one day I could live in my dreams

I can't breath
Not tired but I sleep
I cry yes I weep
They don't know what I need

I can't breathe
I'm struggling finding the balance between what I want and I need
I've been playing with God but it feels like the devils been coaching the team
I got so much what to say but anxiety whispers and tells me don't speak
I been living on earth but that one day I could live in my dreams
I can't breath
I can't breath
I can't breath
I can't
Breath