Already Numb

(album: Sleeptalk - 2019)

If you're gonna leave, leave as fast as you came
Your gravity is quick to put me in my place
Learning how to let it not affect
Burning through me like a cigarette
The further we grow
The stronger your hold

Separate my skin from every bone
I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close
You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay
Wish I could erase you from my brain
You make it so hard to feel love
When I'm already numb

You don't wanna leave 'til you're sling 'round my wrist
You can pull the ends, cut me how you see fit
Learning how to make a fool of me
Always seem to wanna ruin it
The further we grow
The stronger your hold

I couldn't stop your exit
I never felt so desperate
The ghosts I see consistently
Leave as fast as you came

Separate my skin from every bone
I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close
You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay
Wish I could erase you from my brain
You make it so hard to feel love
When I'm already numb

If you reap what you sow
Twist that knife in me slow
I'll bleed out on the floor
If you can close that open door
If you reap what you sow
Twist that knife in me slow
I'll bleed out on the floor
It's better I feel nothing

Separate my skin from every bone
I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close
You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay
Wish I could erase you from my brain
You make it so hard to feel love
When I'm already numb
I'm already numb