I Never Loved Myself Like I Loved You

(album: -!- - 2021)

I'm falling out of touch
'Cause I hate myself too much
No, I can't, I was never made to
I never loved myself like I loved you

I can't say I know
When I'm gonna shut down 'cause I don't
Remember when I told you
I could never show you, no
The state of mind that I am in
The hurricane I thought I lost you in
It's flooding through my bloodstream
Drowning out my heartbeat

I'm running out of time
I'm running out of light
I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out
I'm falling out of touch
'Cause I hate myself too much
No, I can't, I was never made to
I never loved myself like I loved you

I don't understand why I'm so afraid of who I am
Twenty seven years now
I've been trying to push it down
The self-loathing comes and goes
Heavy like the life I've always known
Maybe you could help me
Maybe you could show me another way out

I'm running out of time
I'm running out of light
I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out
I'm falling out of touch
'Cause I hate myself too much
No, I can't, I was never made to
I never loved myself like I loved you

I'm running
I'm running out of time
I'm falling
I'm falling now

I'm running out of time
I'm running out of light
I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out
I'm falling out of touch
'Cause I hate myself too much
No, I can't, I was never made to
I never loved myself, I never loved myself
No, I can't, I was never made to
I never loved myself like I loved you