I Hope You Hate Me.

(album: Fission - 2024)

I'm not afraid of dying alone
Looking back on shit that hurt me the most
You know I tried for you
But you lied like you do

I think about you every once in a while
Wonder if you found your place in the wild
I feel a hate in me
And it's hard to breathe oh

Fuck it I wanna be underground
Cuz at least there I'll be safe and sound
And all my walls keep crumbling down
So just let it go and leave me alone

There's a game that we like to play
Who's side will everyone take
That shits so petty and it weighs heavy on me

The longer I hold onto everything that you said
The shorter and shorter moments get until I'm dead
Oh I know I feel this hate in me

Fuck it I wanna be underground
Cuz at least there I'll be safe and sound
And all my walls keep crumbling down
So just let it go and leave me alone

I still wait
I still wait
For you to call me over
So we can say
So we can say
All the things that we held from each other

Cuz lately I don't think I'm being honest
And if I was I don't think we'd still talk
And I know you'll hate me for it
And I know you'll hate me for it
And I hope you hate me for it
Yeah I hope you hate me

Fuck

Fuck it I wanna be underground
Cuz at least there I'll be safe and sound
And all my walls keep crumbling down
So just let it go...