Melancholy Oxidase

(album: Soul Burn - 2019)

Let me dissipate, into violent distortion
The pacifying taste of blood and the sulfur
With pale knuckles, comes a skyline bruise
Stutter in these forms, of bleak and desperate hues

Grit teeth, to display dissatisfaction
I felt your spirit shift, it showed me I am at fault
A failure by choice I am what I manifest
Spinning lead
When will it disperse inside my head?
Force it's course. To a state of reason
Force it's course. In which I cease to be

Say if you met me now? What could you even say?
Rewind it and rearrange, Chemical disarray
Yeah

Click Click Click
Click Click
Click BOOM

[Travis Tabron]
Say if I met you now?
What could you even say?
Selfless now selfish, with a different face
How's all this? Your "predetermined fate"
Let me dissipate [x2]

I now know why we are like this
Fallen in love with our vices
I've forcefully dehisced the wound
To remind me what not to do

I cannot fall for this
I cannot fall for the vice
And I cannot fall for you
For you

Evade the feeling I was never good enough
But that's only changing the fact to fiction
Evade the feeling I was never good enough
But that's only lying by omission

I met with death in a bathroom stall
Dripping with blood like kerosene doused the
Shattered lens of intoxication brought on by the bitter taste of you

How could you ever love me? I'm still fucking nothing
How could you ever love me? I'm still fucking nothing