Inside

(album: Mis•an•thrope - 2017)

When I'm nothing but dead inside
When I'm nothing but dead inside

I can't feel a thing!

I don't feel a fucking thing
Satisfaction or pain
Metaphorical tidal washes everything
I just wanna be the same
Shut off my fucking brain
It's like an open vein pouring over everything
I'm not complaining I don't need help I don't need pity
I just don't have the luxury of denial in me
You're not my friend so take a walk
If you don't like it then kick some rocks and turn me off

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
I can't feel a thing

When I'm nothing but dead inside
And that's all that's left to see
Cuz I felt the fire die in a lifetime woe is me

Staring in the dark I sit
Swimming through my regrets
And I don't know if I'll ever get to the future shit
It's easier to take a pill
It only helps me still
They'll never cure me now
And never have and never will
I think I've had it over dramatic and overkill
Callously eating me while I sit here fucking still
It's 5 am I see the end
I'll go to sleep if I need to and do it all again

I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
I can't feel a thing

When I'm nothing but dead inside
And that's all that's left to see
Cuz I felt the fire die in a lifetime woe is me
Dead inside
When I'm nothing but dead inside
You can send me into the sea
Cuz heaven is hard to find in a lifetime woe is me

Wait start again
This isn't my life it's not who I've been
Wait not again
Tell me I'm dreaming I'm innocent

When I'm nothing but dead inside
And that's all that's left to see
Cuz I felt the fire die in a lifetime woe is me
Dead inside
When I'm nothing but dead inside
You can send me into the sea
Cuz heaven is hard to find in a lifetime woe is me

Dead inside...