Own Worst Enemy

(album: Walk Like Me - 2021)

(I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that
I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that)

Disaster is a magnet
And she's pulling me close
Drank the holy water
Till I turned to a ghost
Come on now, come on now, come on now, who's to blame?
I got what I wanted
But I still feel afraid

Always looking outside of myself
To the end of the earth
To the bottom of hell, well
Never seeing what's actually there
Staring back in the mirror
Cus I'm the real devil

I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that
I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that
Wanna be a good guy, baby so bad, so bad, so bad
I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that

Trouble is my lover
And she lives with me now
Gave her ultimatums
But she still won't move out
Come on now, come on now, come on now, who's to blame?
Wish that I was different
But it's too hard to change!

Always looking for a logical cause
Is it deep in my bones
Is it bigger than god, well
Never seeing what's actually there
Staring back in the mirror
Cus I'm the real devil

I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that
I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that
Wanna be a good guy, baby so bad, so bad, so bad
I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that

Always feeling like I made a mistake
Like I'm dropping the ball
Found the worst thing to say, ya
Never feeling like I'm getting ahead
Like I'm doing my best
Cus someone did better
Now I'm seeing that I'm gonna be fine
Cus I fucked up before
Oh, but I'm still alive, yeah
Now I'm seeing I don't have to implode
I'm beginning to know
I don't have to be the devil

I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that
I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that
Wanna be a good guy, baby so bad, so bad, so bad
I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that

Come on now, come on now, come on now, who's to blame?
(I know that, I know that)
Come on now, come on now, come on now, who's to blame?
Come on now, come on now, come on now, who's to blame?
(So bad, so bad)
I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that