HAPPY ENDING

(album: HOLY FVCK - 2022)

I met God
Just for a minute
Sat in his house
Took a look around
And saw I didn't fit in

I tried love
(I tried love)
Gave me something to believe in
(Gave me something to believe in)
Planning futures from the start
Giving pieces of my heart
Just to end up leaving
(Just to end up leaving)

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending
That my skin isn't crawling
My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds?
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?

I got high
(I got high)
You name it, I've tried it
(You name it, I've tried it)
Sure, I'm sober now
And everybody's proud
But I miss my vices

And I tried to be your hero
(And I tried to be your hero)
I lent you my voice
(I lent you my voice)
I was your poster child
It was working for a while
But it didn't fill the void

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending
That my skin isn't crawling
My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds?
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy
Find my happy ending?

(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Find my happy ending
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Trying to find my happy ending