Re;action

By now I thought I'd be through with the wondering what you'd say and do
If every interaction wasn't just a waste of time to you
The tattoo on my left wrist is testament and
If you've got an answer to my question then don't mention it
Ascension is my number one priority
'Cause it's best to see everything in real-time
And I don't wanna lose my mind to the grind again
But let's not pretend like I can just come back tomorrow
I'm on borrowed time, ya know?
But when the snow starts falling I'll be stalling for more time
And the issue ain't yours, it's mine
Forget about me till I'm one of the greats, and
Then we can conversate, 'cause at this rate
I'll be standing at the precipice
In a universe of spiraling thoughts, of what-ifs and have-nots
The painful shit I forgot, off like a dot in the distance
The instant gratification of placing everything I have on one instinct
The distinct sight of...

A cosmic reaction of atomic attraction
I'm chemically, systemically imbalanced
What a talentless no-one
Still flying too close to the sun again
At the center of the universe
Cursed to be first to see the embers fall
But until that day, I'll be standing here below the stars
And judging how far my rocket ship can take me and in how much time, but even so you know I'm headed for the moon on the horizon line
I'll shoot across the galaxy and shine until you finally see