Crying In Public

(album: History Of A Feeling - 2021)

I could be sitting on the M train going back to Brooklyn
I could be crossing a street somewhere without looking
I could be drunk at a party, laughing out loud
I could anywhere, I could be right here right now

I could be walking through the grocery store at 3 am
I could be almost falling in love again
You're still on the street, every sidewalk I go down
I swear you're everywhere, I swear you're right here right now

I don't wanna be crying in public
But here I am crying in public
I am strong and it's stronger than I am right now
Tryna keep it in but it's coming out
I don't wanna be crying in public
But here I am crying in public

First thing in the morning, last thing at night
Is it gonna pass, will it last for a lifetime?
'Cause I could be watching a movie, up late on my friends couch
God I could be anywhere, I could be right here right now

I don't wanna be crying in public
But here I am crying in public
I am strong and it's stronger than I am right now
Tryna keep it in but it's coming out
I don't wanna be crying in public
But here I am crying in public

Even on the days where I think it'll miss me
Like it or not, it's still gonna hit me
Oh, even on the days where I pray it'll miss me
Like it or not, it'll never be easy

Oh, I don't wanna be crying in public
Oh, here I am crying in public
I am strong and it's stronger than I am right now
Tryna keep it in but it's coming out
I don't wanna be crying in public
But here I am
Here I am
I don't wanna be crying in public