Misery

(album: Love Letter Kill Shot - 2019)

I don't want help, I don't want to get better
All I want is your sympathy
Can't stop myself, can't keep it together
Cause I'm in love with misery

Don't try to tell me it's all for something
Don't try to tell me the scars were a part of the plan
Don't try to tell me I'm more than nothing
I found a comfort in being the victim

Look in my eyes
Do I seem fine?
I'm not alright
I'm so far from alright

I don't want help, I don't want to get better
All I want is your sympathy
Can't stop myself, can't keep it together
Cause I'm in love with misery
I'll do the motions you seek
I'll pray the words that you speak
But you won't get to this heart locked inside of me
I don't want help, I don't want to get better
Cause I'm in love with misery

Would you pay any attention to me
Without the drama of hashtag so depressed
Don't try to take my excuses from me
Cause victims get a free license to put you through hell

Look in my eyes
There is no disguise
I'm not alright
I'm beginning to believe my lies

I don't want help, I don't want to get better
All I want is your sympathy
Can't stop myself, can't keep it together
Cause I'm in love with misery
I'll do the motions you seek
I'll pray the words that you speak
But you won't get to this heart locked inside of me
I don't want help, I don't want to get better
Cause I'm in love with misery

I don't want help, I don't want to get better
Show me the misery
Can't stop myself, can't keep it together
Cause I'm in love with misery
I'll do the motions you seek
I'll pray the words that you speak
But you won't get to this heart locked inside of me
I don't want help, I don't want to get better
Cause I'm in love with misery

I don't want help, I don't want to get better
Cause I'm in love with misery