Now I Know

(album: Juniper Road - 2017)

I see you brought a gift
I can barely breathe
It's cold when you're not here
When did you decide to leave?
You said you would call
My phone didn't ring
I said I wouldn't fall
I hadn't heard you sing

Now I know
You didn't mean to come here
I didn't know that
I wasn't supposed to fall
For you

What else can I say?
I'm not trying to complicate this
I shouldn't feel this way
But you are such a hot mess

Now I know
You didn't mean to come here
This was just supposed to be fun
A run through here
You were never going to stay
I didn't get that
I didn't know that
I wasn't supposed to fall
For you

I don't wanna fight
Keep living a lie
Or fall to my knees
Begging you to be mine
But I've been alone
Blistered and stoned
Getting low
When all that i needed was you
Didn't care
While I've been in love alone
I've been in love alone

Now I know
I didn't mean to come here
This was just supposed to be fun
A run through here
You were never going to stay
I didn't get that
No, I didn't know that
I wasn't supposed to fall
For you

For you