Special Girl

(album: Build A Problem - 2021)

It's not my fault
I was raised by open mouths
And teary eyes
Passive wistful lullabies
I found my worth in this world
By proving I'm a special girl
Time and time again

Sweet, sweet irony
Could not care less if you love me
But hate me first
Yeah, make me work
That's perfect
Baby, I'm a funny thing
I'm walking if it doesn't sting
Heartbreak only means that it was worth it

Oh I think I was doomed before I began
Mmm, sorry, I just know the way that I am
Oh well

So this is it now
Twenty four
I still count everyone I kiss
The bitter ones still taste the best
Talk and tap to find a crack
Prise open till my nails turn black
Time and time again

Sweet, sweet irony
Could not care less if you love me
But hate me first
Yeah, make me work
That's perfect
Baby, I'm a funny thing
I'm walking if it doesn't sting
Heartbreak only means that it was worth it

Oh I think I was doomed before I began
Mmm, sorry, I just know the way that I am