I Wonder

(album: Godspeed - 2015)

I can't help myself
I blame my whole (blame my whole)
I can't help it but to wonder how you are (how you are)
Where are you now (How are you now)
We've grown so far (We've grown so far)
I wonder if I'll ever come across your
I wonder if this means [x3]

You you been through shit
It's been a minute since we last spoke
Pardon me for going cruising down memory lane
Experimenting with your feeling without a lab coat
I hear that you were going back to school in the fall
Congrats I can't help but feel like I was holding you back
And you deserve better than that shit you deserve
Better than me as crazy as it seems
I'm just looking out for me armed with my heart so
When cupid comes shooting for me he wants to see
We were moving too fast got addicted to the speed
Love turned us into war and made us refugees
You going to have a cold shoulder
If you keep wearing your heart on your sleeves
Courtesy of me
I see you got yourself a lot of new things thanks to me
Strong and beautiful a way a queen is supposed to be

I can't help myself
I blame my whole (blame my whole)
I can't help it but to wonder how you are (how you are)
Where are you now (How are you now)
We've grown so far (We've grown so far)
I wonder if I'll ever come across your
I wonder if this means

I said I make my own bed like a duva
But That being said in it I layed in it I'm with it
Like I'm really unphased
Give your all to a dog it wasn't a fair trade
Tho I'm came to cards just call it spade to spade
And even if it's me I look the truth in its face
He trying to walk away I beg you to stay
But I knew I couldn't change and you know the same
You knew I couldn't behave too far caught into the fame
Nor to ever commit or refrain from fucking these things
Like a mouth to a flame they trade into the light
They see everything clear and our sight shine bright
Let me walk down to the sorrows of my limelight
I don't ever plan to straighten into fly right
And you can just pass me my earn
Let me crash and burn that's the only way I'll ever learn
I see you got yourself together no thanks to me
Strong and beautiful a way a queen could be
You should have love me (Strong and beautiful a way a queen could be)

I can't help myself
I blame my whole (blame my whole)
I can't help it but to wonder how you are (how you are)
Where are you now (How are you now)
We've grown so far (We've grown so far)
I wonder if I'll ever come across your
I wonder if this means [x2]