Misery

I kept all your voice messages
As long as the machine would let me
I kept every note, every letter
Huh, call me crazy but I still read them everyday
I still see your face everywhere
I know it's kinda sad, huh
I still make [?]
And I pretend it's all okay
But no matter what I tell myself
This still feels like misery

Yeah I know I promised to get over this
So it's a million times I had enough of this
And I moving on, couldn't be more wrong
Cry a thousand tears as I write this song
Yeah I know that I said I'd be alright
Can't play tough no more 'cause I'm slowly dying inside
If you're not the one, why can't I let go?
I know life ain't fair, but this isn't living

Everytime I feel like letting go
A part of me is holding, I'm not strong enough
And it's getting tough to face you coming back
This is how you break a heart
This is what it feels like when you lose everything

I'll be gone, it's time for me to be letting you go
Fate can't keep letting you control every move that I make
Be gone, it's time for me to be letting you go
Fate can't keep letting you control every move that I make
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah I know, to you it makes no sense
You always thought that I was a little too intense
That I feel too much, that I fall too fast
Yeah sometimes some things are just not meant to last
Well, I'm sorry to interrupt your date
At this point I know I'm just getting in the way
Yeah, you see, to leave just one last time
Make it obvious, please, you were never mine

Everytime I feel like letting go
A part of me is holding, I'm not strong enough
And it's getting tough to face you coming back
This is how you break a heart
This is what it feels like when you lose everything

I'll be gone, it's time for me to be letting you go
Fate can't keep letting you control every move that I make
Be gone, it's time for me to be letting you go
Fate can't keep letting you control every move that I make
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

But no matter what I tell myself
This still feels like misery
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah