Not Breathing

(album: Turning Season Within - 2008)

You look so calm. Are you sleeping?
I'm closing the door to our illusion
Where I lost myself in windswept dreams
Two worlds so far apart

I remember when I gave her my Eden
From this dry land ardour now sleeps forsaken
All the fear Inside of me that I don't want her to see
Willl overwhelm this life and feed my hopeless strife

And she came to me; Insomnia
Pounding in my chest
Oh...lay my soul to rest

Her heart like lacuna and lacerated wings
Burning inside the echo of our dead union
I'd like to rest inside the core of your very soul
'Cause your eyes are deeper, much deeper than any well

But she stayed with me; Insomnia
She paralyzed my heart
And tore it apart

I know I'm alive but not breathing
Can you see me?
And you know how I tried. Please believe me
Can you hear me?

My eyes, my soul...the scars inside afflicted
On my own, by the world outside
Where love lies starving on the ground

I know I'm alive but not breathing
Can you touch me?
And you know how I tried. Please believe me
Will you love me?