Are You Afraid Of The Dark?

(album: October Forever - 2020)

I drove away so slowly
Somebody's chasing the car
I lay awake I'm only
Slightly afraid of the dark
I heard a noise I know I did
Someone's inside of the house
Did I lock the doors? I hope I did
When you find my body don't bury me under the grounds

I want to burn
I don't deserve
Flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the grounds

Grounded inside of reality, I used to count on myself for stability
Stubborn defiant mentality, I never had insecurities killing me
I wasn't rid with anxiety buried beneath indecision and doubt
They weren't living inside of me screaming as Karras is ripping them out

Nothing ever hits you like your first time
Xanax couldn't make it stop before
Feels like I've yet to see my worst night
Panic finds you praying on the floor

I drove away so slowly
Somebody's chasing the car
I lay awake I'm only
Slightly afraid of the dark
I heard a noise I know I did
Someone's inside of the house
Did I lock the doors? I hope I did
When you find my body don't bury me under the grounds

I want to burn
I don't deserve
Flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the grounds

Grounded inside of delirium, I couldn't face my regret if I wanted to
Cover my ears when I'm hearing them, I live in fear of the voices that haunted you
I wasn't taking the pills for the hell of it I was beginning to fall
I feel like Regan Macneil in the ending cause I don't remember at all

Nothing ever hits you like your first time
Xanax couldn't make it stop before
Feels like I've yet to see my worst night
Panic finds you praying on the floor

I drove away so slowly
Somebody's chasing the car
I lay awake I'm only
Slightly afraid of the dark
I heard a noise I know I did
Someone's inside of the house
Did I lock the doors? I hope I did
When you find my body don't bury me under the ground
(Hold it Together)

I want to burn
I don't deserve
Flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the grounds
(October Forever)

I don't deserve
Your parting words
Remember the voices I heard
Just let me burn
The choices I made
My mistakes would come back from the grave

I drove away so slowly
Somebody's chasing the car
I lay awake I'm only
Slightly afraid of the dark
I heard a noise I know I did
Someone's inside of the house
Did I lock the doors? I hope I did
When you find my body don't bury me under the grounds

I want to burn
I don't deserve
Flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the grounds

I want to burn
I don't deserve
Flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the