#104

(album: Mono - 2017)

It's live alone and die
With my heart on the outside
It's live alone and die

The choice of caskets threw me and left an empty reject
Made from missing mothers
I am now a defect

It's live alone and die

Quarter life lived, I'm a shell with no inside
Crying out for help but yeah, you don't realise
Years of pain and torment have you looked in my eyes?
Jump the lonely queue, bones hard to find

Okay you say? You've lost reality this day (no progress)
When there's nothing left to pretend, I've found I'm in love with my depression

I pick myself up off the bathroom floor
Grit my fucking teeth, then put my head through the concrete wall
I pick myself up off the bathroom floor
Grit my fucking teeth, then put my head through the concrete wall

I'm sorry, it's lonely, spending your time with me

Time flies preincarnated
Theories of gauchais reactions
I've got nothing to hold me
Time flies preincarnated
Theories of gauchais reactions
I've got nothing to let go

Silence it's violence
To a man with no vices
I've got nothing to let go
Time flies preincarnated
Theories of gauchais reactions
I've got nothing to hold me

Let me go
Tilt and grow
Let me go
I'm about to let go

Tilt and grow
Let me go
Tilt and grow

I pick myself up off the bathroom floor
Grit my teeth look me up, I'm, #104

Maybe I should just you know...
Click back, barrel to the head?
Maybe wrap some wire around the neck? Suicide mosaic, make art with me
God without you I'm so lonely