Way Too Close (Bonus Track)

(album: Golden Rail Motel - 2017)

Whoa this monkey's awful strong
Got a grip on me so long
Suffering, sick of this
And I wish that I could just miss
Everything that it's got in store for me

But it seems that just won't do
There's a few who won't let me lose
A little boy says to me
E, you better hold on and believe
For he thinks it's not my time to leave

So yeah I hope for the best
'Cause there ain't a whole lot of me left
Everyone whom I truly love
Gotta stick next to me don't budge
It's the last chance to make the most
'Cause I've come way too close

I'm hurting, sobbing on my knees
Again this madness is too much for me
The voluntary hostage that I am
Think I better find another plan
'Cause my way sure failed again

But what is this that pulls me back
Makes me forget the pain that I had
Not a lot of options left to choose
This time it's either die or do
'Cause I've used up all my go arounds
I've gone round and round and round

So yeah I hope for the best
'Cause there ain't a whole lot of me left
Everyone whom I truly love
Gotta stick next to me don't budge
It's the last chance to make the most
'Cause I've come way too close

Same old question how did I come to this
And the same old outcome powerless and clueless
I need something I can hold on to
Don't know what I'm supposed to do
Bleeding nothing but the truth

So yeah I hope for the best
'Cause there ain't a whole lot of me left
Everyone whom I truly love
Gotta stick next to me don't budge
It's the last chance to make the most
'Cause I've come way too close

It's the last chance to make the most
'Cause I've come way too close

I've come way too close