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(album: Vertigo - 2018)

You try to kill it but it won't stop bleeding
Try to forget it but it won't stop killing you
You're running out of time
Yeah, you know you can't go back
It's too late
To say it's too late
You can't take back that you said nothing
How could you do nothing?

Is this burning right?
Am I living bridges?
Can we build our past right?
Learning through future solecism

(I've missed times) It's played out
(Been disconnected) I've moved on
(I stressed time) Get fucked up
(Forgetting timing) My new draw
(And I need you to talk me down) And it's not right
You're dead wrong ('cause I feel like I need to crash)
What are we doing?
Let's go home
There's no hope
It's all wrong

'Cause I've been looking at the sky to show me where I went wrong
Been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
But it keeps raining on me
And I've been looking at the sky since I was like 5 years old
Been looking for the stars but it seems like they're all gone
And the fault's not ours alone
But I think it's time to go

It's played out
I've moved on
Get fucked up
My new draw
And it's not right
You're dead wrong
What are we doing?
Let's go home
There's no hope
It's all wrong

And I've got way too many questions just to try and get it right
'Cause I can't be the one to shrug it off
And I could be the reason that we stay up all night
To be someone, to be someone
And oh, all we've got is to try to get it right
But no one told you
That this gon' hurt, oh no
And now all I really want is to scream
Now all I really want is to scream
Now all I really want is to scream
Now all I really want is to scream

That shit just to try and find a way to get my head down
And head out or maybe just the two of us and head now
I'm just tryna find the real now
Dream clouds, ghost ground
Real friends, dead hometown

'Cause I've been looking at the sky to show me where I went wrong
Been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
But it keeps raining on me
And I've been looking at the sky since I was like 5 years old
Been looking for the stars but it seems like they're all gone
And it breaks my heart, you know
But I think it's time to go

It's played out
I've moved on
Get fucked up
My new draw
And it's not right
You're dead wrong
What are we doing?
Let's go home
There's no hope
It's all wrong