A Final Word

(album: California - 2012)

So pick me up and sow me back together again
With two years gone I wake up right where I began
But I still dream of you each night
And I have changed, I am no longer the boy you thought you knew
And I don't deserve anything but the brutal truth
But you won't tell me now I've gone
So with these words I bid farewell to the best years I've ever had
And you're still young, it won't be hard for you to find

A better man, than I have ever been in all this time
And you were right, when you said I'd be leaving you behind
And I didn't plan it out, and I'm sorry that I kicked you while you were down

I broke these chains and I escaped but I've never felt so trapped
And it breaks my heart to know you'd ever think of me like that
I haven't been myself in weeks

I'm sorry darling it's been rough, but we'll make it out alive
And I can't thank you enough, cause you made me

A better man, than I ever thought that I could be
But I don't know, if I believe you were in love with me
Cause I loved you so much, and it killed me that I wasn't worth your trust