Peace

(album: The De2our - 2020)

Yeah
Pack the bags and I'll be leaving you for good this time
I know I've said that shit before
But I guess that I'm a sucker for these head games
Yell until we can't breathe
Used to have the best days, now I just resent me
For stickin round this mess long enough to find my own limits
Feels a lot like depression when I'm stuck in this
There's something in this apartment I can't escape
I smell you on my clothes and I feel you in my veins
Codependent always leavin options open ended
So defensive the moment you sense a tone of tension
Then projecting all your insecurities on me
I'm not a dick, I'm a puppet who finally saw his strings
It took a while to notice, but once you see it's so
Fucking obvious I can't believe I didn't know
But I guess love is blind, and I'm no Matt Murdock
Tried to fight off these devils but can't hurt em so
If hope floats, maybe we'll build boats
Out of broken promises from these love notes
Yeah
Imma leave my baggage on the runway
Fly far and hope for better... someday

Someday I'll be better, now that you're gone
I'll burn all your letters, and right all your wrongs
Right now I am barely, off of my knees
But someday I'll find... peace

No damsel in distress, no knight in shining armor
Just went and transferred that relationship you had with your father
And thought that you could fix me, baby girl I don't know
This ain't the way it works, you're watching way too many shows
And now your expectations of this life are way too big to hold
I never was a fan, but witnessed all your episodes
Heaven knows, Hell is just a state of mind you can't escape
You look composed, but never had your shit together anyways
Yeah
Now I just assess the damage done
I never thought people could fuck you up as bad as drugs
An addiction that don't forgive and breaks you down twice as much
So once I pick the pieces up I'm never falling back in love
It didn't get like this overnight
Told you to love yourself and now I'll take my own advice
Hop a flight and Imma leave that baggage on the runway
Hopefully I'll find peace... someday

Someday I'll be better, now that you're gone
I'll burn all your letters, and right all your wrongs
Right now I am barely, off of my knees
But someday I'll find... peace

Someday I'll be better, now that you're gone
I'll burn all your letters, and right all your wrongs
Right now I am barely, off of my knees
But someday I'll find... peace