u make me sad

(album: h e r - 2017)

You make me sad
You make me wanna die
Sometimes I think about you
I just wanna sit and cry

You're always on my mind
I wish that were a lie
But every time I see you I just wanna fucking die

U make me sad
I really wanna die
Sometimes I creep your Insta when I really wanna cry

'Cause I'm not on your mind
Your voice ain't on my line
And everytime I see you I just wanna fucking die

What's it like in your bed? I'm not there
I think back on all the time we shared
When you were there at the park, the first time we ever spoke
I wasn't playing that show, but you sure gave me some hope

Yeah I remember looking out down the street of Ashland Drive
The sun was always shining when I looked in your eyes
And baby, you know you created me a hella happy dude
This weather you've been bringing compliments my mood

Those were some happy days, summer 2016
Lying desperately in wait to move on up to UC
But now I'm here and girl I hate it, you know I can't leave you hanging
I'll be back in January, save some room there in your heart for me

And after all of this, girl I can't figure out
Why you would keep me in the dark, you should'a told me 'bout your doubt
Fast forward it's November, didn't tell me 'bout your man
Now what am I supposed to do with all these broken ass plans?

You make me sad
You make me wanna die
Sometimes I think about you
I just wanna sit and cry

You're always on my mind
I wish that were a lie
But every time I see you I just wanna fucking die

U make me sad
I really wanna die
Sometimes I creep your Insta when I really wanna cry

'Cause I'm not on your mind
Your voice ain't on my line
And everytime I see you I just wanna fucking die

Late nite vibes, long ass drives back to Cincinnati
Ashland Drive weighs on me heavy, like the rain, I wasn't ready
Just can't ruin something good, even fate had held it's breath
I wrote a novel, put you in it, with a life, there must come death
Inevitably, the life of me was frantically praying to destiny, the best in me was there and willing, may we rest in peace
I'll dig the dirt and drop the desert seeds, and patiently will wait for sand to grow and kill the grass
I'll watch the green turn into ash

I'll be reminded of the warmth you brought each time I see your smile reality settles in, realize it's been a while
Since we spoke, I think about the songs I wrote for you, how every word, an ode to you
The melody, the pretty tunes, it always comes together

Full circle like a wedding band, we'll always be eternal
Just your memory to comfort me when I'm in need but we all know the life of me can not be saved, your image sits and lurks
A song must have a melody for harmony to work

You make me sad
You make me wanna die
Sometimes I think about you
I just wanna sit and cry

You're always on my mind
I wish that were a lie
But every time I see you I just wanna fucking die

U make me sad
I really wanna die
Sometimes I creep your Insta when I really wanna cry

'Cause I'm not on your mind
Your voice ain't on my line
And everytime I see you I just wanna fucking die

Now what am I supposed to do?
When a girl like you leaves me feeling blue

What am I supposed to do?
When it's all my fault, I should'a knew

Now what am I supposed to do?
When a girl like you leaves me feeling blue

What am I supposed to do?
When it's all my fault, I should'a knew

You make me sad
You make me wanna die
Sometimes I think about you
I just wanna sit and cry

You're always on my mind
I wish that were a lie
But every time I see you I just wanna fucking die

U make me sad
I really wanna die
Sometimes I creep your Insta when I really wanna cry

'Cause I'm not on your mind
Your voice ain't on my line
And everytime I see you I just wanna fucking die