worthless

(album: the way we used to love. - 2019)

I'm always so alone even when surrounded
By people that I know, I'm always so astounded
By my ability to ruin everything
Losing friends and starting fires, everyone thinks I'm a liar

I always stay at home 'cause I'm not good in public
I sit here on my phone, I'm always disappointed
I watch them live their lives, I wish that I were happy
Victim of my generation, time machines cannot erase it

Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete?
When will they be proud of me? It's getting harder to see

Slit my wrists, bloody fists, questioning why I exist
Pain persists, evil gifts, fucking up my life to shit
I'm worthless, I'm worthless
I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out

I try to stay strong no matter what I do
I'm always in the wrong, it never gets easier
But maybe that's the point, it's part of growing up
Messing up and learning from it, that's just life, it's necessary

Clinging to hope, what else is there to live for?
Got nowhere to go, what else is pain good for?
I am confident that your life has a purpose
It's okay, you will get through it
Don't give up 'cause someone needs you

Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete?
When will they be proud of me? It's getting harder to see

Slit my wrists, bloody fists, questioning why I exist
Pain persists, evil gifts, fucking up my life to shit
I'm worthless, I'm worthless
I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out

Please, don't give up, gotta stay strong
Gotta move on, gotta know hope, when you feel low
Please, you gotta know that someone needs you
Please, don't give up, gotta stay strong
Gotta move on, gotta know hope, when you feel low
Please, you gotta know that someone needs you

Slit my wrists, bloody fists, questioning why I exist
Pain persists, evil gifts, fucking up my life to shit
I'm worthless, I'm worthless
I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out
Worthless, I'm worthless
I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out