disappear

(album: the way we used to love. - 2019)

I've been feeling low, so low now
Tryna do my best, don't know how
Holding on to hope for life now
But I become consumed with doubt, yeah

Carrying the burdens of the world up on my shoulders
Looking for the answers, maybe I'll know once I'm older

But please hang on
Please hang with me
I'll be back soon
I'll be back

Time for me to go
I need some room to grow
I feel so alone
No one even knows

I just wanna disappear
Take me far away from here
I don't wanna face my fears
I just wanna disappear

I wanna do my best, but
I don't know what's next yet
I just need a reset
I just wanna be something
I just wanna change your life
I just wanna do it right

Everything I wanna do, everything I wanna be
See it alive before me, I find it hard to believe
Finding it harder to breathe, yeah
I just wanna feel complete, why do I not feel complete?
Oh, but no, that is on me, you will give me everything, yeah, yeah, yeah

Carrying the burdens of the world up on my shoulders
Looking for the answers, maybe I'll know once I'm older
Need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me
When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me

Time for me to go
I need some room to grow
I feel so alone
No one even knows

I just wanna disappear
Take me far away from here
I don't wanna face my fears
I just wanna disappear

I don't wanna disappear
I just wanna stay right here
Moving is my greatest fear
Maybe I should disappear