when i'm lonely

(album: the way we used to love. - 2019)

I lay awake at night
Struggling to breathe without you by my side
Oh, my mind takes flight
Wandering through the universe for signs of life

What a short delight
Soul is out of body for an unknown time
Eyes open wide
Then I must remember that I'm still alive

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, what a life I live without you, yeah
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I'd do anything to have you

I still feel in love with you, but only when i'm lonely
I know I don't love you, I just want someone to hold me

I only wanna feel touch when no one else will touch me
How I wanna taste your lips, only when i'm lonely
Oh, oh, oh, only when i'm lonely, yeah
Oh, oh, oh, only when i'm lonely

Do you think of me, when you're wrapped around him
In his embrace?
Do you long for me? Do you reminisce when you see my face?
Have you let me go?
Or has my memory lingered?
Well, I bet I know
It only makes sense, best you ever had is speaking in past tense

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, what a life I live without you, yeah
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I'd do anything to have you

I still feel in love with you, but only when i'm lonely
I know I don't love you, I just want someone to hold me

I only wanna feel touch when no one else will touch me
How I wanna taste your lips, only when i'm lonely
Oh, oh, oh, only when i'm lonely, yeah
Oh, oh, oh

You should stay the night
Fuck me in the morning, so I feel alive
Then you leave my sight
It was only for the moment that I felt alright