that's not a good excuse

(album: i gave you everything i had. - 2020)

Oh, I feel so sick to my belly
It's probably all the lies that you fed me
Why were you with him? It's 'cause you're scared to be alone
Told me it was nothin but I saw it on your phone

Why did you go and treat me so poorly?
Gave you the world, is it enough? I thought surely
Told me that you loved me with your fingers in my hair
It really hurt my feelings when you said that you don't care

You, say you don't give a fuck
About how I feel
But you, really fucked up
And I just wanted you to know that I am really sad
I don't deserve the things you said, even though you're mad

That's not a good excuse
That's not a good excuse

Oh why do you always try to control me?
I'm always honest but you leave me so lonely
Text me that you love me while he's laying in your bed
It really hurt my feelings when I saw you give him head

But you, say that he's just a fuck
Like that makes it OK
But you, really fucked up
And I just wanted you to know that I am really sad
I don't deserve the things you said, even though you're mad

That's not a good excuse
That's not a good excuse