Insecure

(album: Elohim - 2018)

Imagine if I could see
Myself like you're seeing me
I wouldn't be so obsessed
With being somebody else

Imagine if I was free
From all the self-deprecating disease
Compare myself to the screen
And all the fake, plastic, glorified dreams

Insecure and I don't know why
It's just you and I
I think it's all in my head
I'm insecure and I don't know why
Sometimes I wanna die
I don't know why

What if I was okay
With being mad strange
Imagine if I escape all the feelings I hate and not break all the habits that told me I'm damaged
Maybe then I'd believe
When you say I'm pretty, I'm pretty, I'm pretty

Insecure and I don't know why
It's just you and I
I think it's all in my head
I'm insecure and I don't know why
Sometimes I wanna die
I don't know why

Camouflage
To hide my flaws
It's only in my head, it's not my soul
I think I'll let it go
Hanging on to silly thoughts
They're only in my head it's not my heart
I gotta let it go

Insecure and I don't know why
It's just you and I
I think it's all in my head