You Still Exist

(album: Songs I Couldn't Write - 2023)

Saw you at the bar like couple weeks ago
Swear I saw a ghost and I almost didn't notice
Talking to a girl who looks like me
In the flesh but that just can't be
In my head you were 6 feet deep
In my head you were

Buried
In my mind
So why
Are you alive
Are you alive

I can't believe you still exist
At the same bars on the same shit
Thought you were dead what a plot twist
Even though the memories faded
I hate that
You still exist

Cause I don't wanna hear your name and
I don't wanna see your face again
Guess I'm a little bit jaded
I hate that
You still exist

You had everything you needed
Everything you wanted to find
And let it all die
So I let you die

So now I'm living in denial
I don't wanna feel it again
You let it all die
And that's why you're

Buried
In my mind
So why
Are you alive
Are you alive

I can't believe you still exist
At the same bars on the same shit
Thought you were dead what a plot twist
Even though the memories faded
I hate that
You still exist

Cause I don't wanna hear your name and
I don't wanna see your face again
Guess I'm a little bit jaded
I hate that
You still exist

You had everything you needed
Everything you wanted to find
And let it all die
So I let you die