Frustrated

(album: I Came Home Late - 2023)

I'm ashamed that I burned out
Was so drained by you messing round
But I'll forgive myself more than you
But how do you expect me to act now?
When all that noise plays in the background?
Stopping me from getting through...

Cause I'm scared to mix up
The present and was
I can't remember anything you said
But it weren't about love
I don't have enough trust
To make this better
I've been pushed enough
So I gave it all up
I can't remember anything you said
But you were too comfortable
To see it, at all my way

(So now you're screaming)

I'm so annoyed I waited
And I get more frustrated
Cause I had you
So I can't complain
And I can't believe you made it
I won't hold you back
Just save me a time and a place
Oh no... and I just... save me?

I won't call your bluff anymore
I think I'll sit my ass down and ignore...
I tried to stop all the fighting
Inside your own peaceless mind oh no
I count our soulless interactions
I'm trying to figure out what was the attraction?
I've felt this way for a very long time

Cause I'm scared to mix up
The present and was (I'm scared to mix up I)
I can't remember anything you said (I can't re-remember)
But it weren't about love
I don't have enough trust (this wasn't about love)
To make this better
I've been pushed enough
So I gave it all up (I've been pushed)
Can't remember anything you said (enough I)
But you were too comfortable (I can't remember)
To see all your mistakes

(See all your mistake)

Cause I'm so annoyed I waited
And I get more frustrated
Cause I had you so I can't complain
And I can't believe you made it
I won't hold you back
Just save me a time and a place
Oh no and I just...
Save me save me?

(Ahhh)

I give way more then I take
I left way more than I stayed
I tried not to wish it away
Away, away, away
I thrive in most of my days
So I try not to wish them away
I try not to wish it away

I'm so annoyed I waited
And I get more frustrated
Cause I had you
So I can't complain
Can't believe I made it
I won't hold me back
Just save you a time and a place?
I think you had and your time and your place
Oh I saved you a time and a place...