Anything Is Better Than This

(album: Black Is The New Black - 2015)

Strung out, coming down
Shaking break, super loud
Got an empty heart and a broken kiss
I wanna die, anything is better than this

I hate the way I feel in my skin
Yeah I think I have the drug uglies again
It's kinda funny in a sad way
Sometimes they think they are my only friends

I feel like I'm in a total eclipse
Where there is no sun, and there are no stars
Momma never dreamed my life would ever be like this
When I was safe in her arms

It feels normal when life gets difficult
Yeah it kinda feels like home
It all make sense when the world says no

I'm strung out, I'm coming down
I'm digging a hole in a wall of sound
No means I have nothing to give
I would rather be on fire
Anything is better than this

Yeah I really hate the waiting
I hate not knowing if it's ever gonna end
I really hate running in circles
I hate the fact I did this again

It's kinda funny in a sad way
I think I am my only friend

It feels normal when the world gets difficult
Yeah it kinda feels like home
It all make sense when the world says no

I'm strung out, I'm going down
I'm way behind, I'm losing ground
No means I have nothing to give
If I die it will be awesome
Anything is better than this

I get bored when it all makes sense
I get bored when it moves too slow
I get bored when the world says yes

Wasting time, pretty noise
Stupid girls and even stupider boys
Wasting time, standing still
It makes me crazy, it makes me wanna kill

Strung out, coming down
Shaking break, super loud
Empty heart, evil eye
My broken kiss makes me wanna die

I'm strung out, I'm coming down
I'm digging a hole in a wall of sound
No means I have nothing to give
I would rather be on fire
Anything is better than this
Anything is better than this
Anything is better than this
Anything is better than this