Weight

(album: Fake Names - 2020)

In dreams you forgave me
That's the only place we meet
I know that something broke
It also broke in me
As the distance is growing
We take and we leave

Say we're made to suffer
Your heartbeat in my hands
Nothing ever gets that close
Nothing ever goes as planned
Say we're made to suffer
Your heartbeat in my hands
Nothing ever gets that close
Nothing ever goes as planned

There are no excuses
Can't say I was naive
Starred down by vanity
I just couldn't let it be
As the memories fading
I feel the shame in me

Say we're made to suffer
Your heartbeat in my hand
Nothing ever gets that close
Nothing ever goes as planned
Say we're made to suffer
Your heartbeat in my hand
Nothing ever gets that close
Nothing ever goes as planned

We carry the weight
Of our failures
We live with ourselves
And the choices we make
We carry the weight
We carry the weight
We carry the weight
We carry the weight

As distance is growing
We learn and we live
As memories fading
I feel the change in me

Say we're made to suffer
Your heartbeat in my hand
Nothing ever gets that close
Nothing ever goes as planned
Say we're made to suffer
Your heartbeat in my hand
Nothing ever gets that close
Nothing ever goes as planned