Gambling Addiction

I've got a gambling addiction
And I confuse love with attention
So I keep betting everything that I have on people who don't stay
I've got a gambling addiction
But I don't raise, I don't call, I go all in
All of the time on people who don't feel the same

So, I keep losing to the house
I'll never learn my lesson, losing to the house
'Cause it's just a guessing game
I haven't figured out how to play in moderation
But with all of my loses someday, I'm probably gonna win

I've got a gambling addiction
And I place bets based off of affection
But I never stay when I should so I always catch 22
I've got a gambling addiction
But I'm bad at bluffing and making predictions
So love is a lottery where I always lose

I keep losing to the house
I'll never learn my lesson, losing to the house
'Cause it's just a guessing game
I haven't figured out how to play in moderation
But with all of my loses someday, I'm probably gonna win

I wanna be:
Pulling lucky numbers and praying to lucky stars
Finding four-leaf clovers and counting all of my cards
But I'm walking under ladders, seeing black cats
Spilling table salt and stepping on every crack
And yet, I'm still trying to turn my thirteens into sevens
So I'm crossing all my fingers and I'm pressing all my luck
'Cause I know misfortune just won't be enough
To keep me from betting it all on love, again

That's why I keep losing to the house
I'll never learn my lesson, losing to the house
'Cause it's just a guessing game
I haven't figured out how to play in moderation
But with all of my loses someday
I'm probably gonna win, right?