If I Hated You

(album: The S(ex) Tapes - 2020)

If I hated you I know that
I could do this on my own, own
If you weren't so good to me then
I could change the background of my phone, phone

You know I dream about
Getting back together in the future
I could focus on you, focus on you
But if I leave right now
I hope that you don't find someone
That touches you the way that I do, the way that I do

My bedtime is the darkest
That's when I'm brokenhearted
The nighttime is the hardest
It'd be easy if I hated you
I'd leave the after-party
I wouldn't miss your body
The nighttime is the hardest
It'd be easy if I hated you
If I hated you

Took an eyelash off my face, said
"Make a wish" and I made three
Wish I could've loved you better
Wish you'd kiss me, wish I wasn't me, me

You know I dream about
Getting back together in the future
I could focus on you, focus on you
But if I leave you now
I hope that you don't find someone
That touches you the way that I do, the way that I do

My bedtime is the darkest
That's when I'm brokenhearted
The nighttime is the hardest
It'd be easy if I hated you
I'd leave the after-party
I wouldn't miss your body
The nighttime is the hardest
It'd be easy if I hated you
If I hated you

I just wanna stay right here
Lay right here
Don't go nowhere
Don't go
Don't go
And I just wanna love like that
We know that we can't go there
Can't go
Can't go

My bedtime is the darkest
That's when I'm brokenhearted
The nighttime is the hardest
It'd be easy if I hated you
I'd leave the after-party
I wouldn't miss your body
The nighttime is the hardest
It'd be easy if I hated you
If I hated you
If I hated you