Aneurysm

(album: Memory Loss - 2022)

Wander through your house in the night
I wish that you would breath me to life
I know that you're alone out there
I'm falling backwards up your stairs

Eyes are overflowing with tears
Is nothing truly as it appears ?
I hope and pray that you're still here
I close my eyes and disappear

Left me to bleed on the floor
In this armor of thorns
I don't really know if I'm ready for that
Skyscrapers burn and collapse
My heart is breaking it's taking every ounce of self-control
No you don't have to say it
When I'm alone I play it

Over and over again
Feels like I'm living with a nuclear bomb in my head
And I just want it to stop
Cause I can't take anymore
Of this self-control
I feel it coming and now
When I'm alone I play it
Over and over again
Feels like living with a nuclear bomb in my head
And I just want it to stop
Cause I can't take anymore
So I'm letting go
And any moment I'm afraid that we're about to explode

Step into the ocean alone
I wash away and turn to sea foam
I feel you in the salt laced air
Our love is chemical warfare

Caught in the eye of the storm
Wish I was never born
Everywhere lightning and thunder they crack
Turn back the time and run back
I'm always choking, I'm hoping that one day you might come home
My beating heart is fading
Your favorite song is playing

Over and over again
Feels like I'm living with a nuclear bomb in my head
And I just want it to stop
Cause I can't take anymore
Of this self control
I feel it coming and now
When I'm alone I play it
Over and over again
Feels like living with a nuclear bomb in my head
And I just want it to stop
Cause I can't take anymore
So I'm letting go
And any moment I'm afraid that we're about to explode