Window

(album: Hide Your Ghost - 2018)

And it's dark in here
Gotta find my window
Let's me see the life that I used to live
Thinking about the life that I live today
And why I left

I remember all the reasons that I had
Looking back they all seemed so foolish
What a fool I was
Standing right in front of what I despise
It's hiding its face with lies
This I know, I know

But it's dark in here
Gotta find my window
But the eyes are on me once again
To shine a light on what is left
And what is gone
I only threw away what I once loved
Just because of fame and trust
This I know, this I know

I'm just tired
I'm tired of the dark
'Cause it's dark in here
Gotta find my window
I don't even care what I've lost
This broken withered heart
Can't take anymore
Just can't take any more

Yeah, you said you once loved me
But I'm not the man I used to be
Yeah, this dark has weakened my senses
Left me open to your schemes
Won't you shed your skins?
I wanna know who you are
Won't you shed your skins?
I wanna know who you are

Said I wanna
Said I wanna
Said I wanna
Said I wanna
Know who you are

'Cause it's dark in here
Seems everyone is gone
And my family's so far away
They'll never find me
And my friends they all despise me

But at least
I found my window