Goodbyes

(album: Hypochondriac - 2018)

Thought I'd given it up, I guess I missed one
Shot me straight in the chest, where did she come from?
I was losing my head before she found me
Painting dreams in my bed, it's all around me

Morning knocked me awake and ripped my clothes off
Give you all I can give, I'm such a show off
Think that I'm just afraid to lose my baby
But look at all of the light that she just gave me

Don't you get it I'm pathetic it's not easy to hide
You're fucking perfect why's it hurting when I look in your eyes
Never knew it, I could do it after all of this time
Wanna love and kiss and hug you I'm afraid of goodbyes

In the light of the day, I close my window
Lose myself in the shade, where did the sun go?
Drink till I'm not afraid, I'm feeling lazy
Won't you put me to sleep, I'm fucking crazy

Don't you get it I'm pathetic it's not easy to hide
You're fucking perfect why's it hurting when I look in your eyes
Never knew it, I could do it after all of this time
Wanna love and kiss and hug you I'm afraid of goodbyes

I know I should forget it ooh ooh
If it's dying I should let it ooh ooh
Ah it's just pathetic

I think I'm doing alright, I think I made it
And once you've found the one, man you can taste it
You're the wreck of a ship she is your sailor
So after all of this time, you sink together

Don't you get it I'm pathetic it's not easy to hide
You're fucking perfect why's it hurting when I look in your eyes
Never knew it, I could do it after all of this time
Wanna love and kiss and hug you I'm afraid of goodbyes

Don't you get it I'm pathetic it's not easy to hide
You're fucking perfect why's it hurting when I look in your eyes
Never knew it, I could do it after all of this time
Wanna love and kiss and hug you I'm afraid of goodbyes