Today Is Not Real

(album: Ann - 2018)

In a half hour
I'll be fine
The next 29 minutes
Are gonna flow like concrete

My heart'll get so low
It can touch my feet
So just leave me alone
There's nothing I need
I'll feel better
I'll feel better
I'll feel better

We'll admit the lows keep me alive
If it wasn't for the changes
I would probably die

Like how the dark never seems
That dark when it's finally light
My concentration is a knot
My depression keeps it tight and
I'll feel better
I'll feel better
I'll feel better
I'll feel better

I'm like the cold dead winter
Finally looking for the spring and
You're the nice warm sun
You give birth to everything

Like a patient coming out of surgery
I remember how to feel
Like a traumatized victim
The past half hour wasn't real, wasn't real
I'll feel better
I'll feel better
I'll feel better

So make up lies
And convince yourself they're true
Who am I to tell you what to do?
In a half hour
I'll be fine (I'll be fine)

The next 29 minutes
Are gonna flow like concrete