Never Been Better

Things are amazing
I'm making music I love
It's the life I wanted but my self esteem's been rough
It's kinda crazy
I'm trying to work out the game
To sing the truth of my life
And monetizing my pain

Look mum, I'm living in LA
You know it's sunny every day
And you asked me how I'm doing?

Well, I've never been worse
But I've never been better
And I'm in love with the person that I'm becoming but I'm more insecure than ever
And the more I learn the less I know but it's alright
Two different things can both be true at the same time
And I've never been worse
But I've never been better

I called my sister
It's been a while since we talked
But she's doing so much better now that she's divorced
Isn't it crazy
That life can be such a mess
But disaster has a way of bringing out your best

I told her you should see LA
It started raining here today
And when I asked her how she's doing

She said I've never been worse
But I've never been better
And I'm in love with the person that I'm becoming but I'm more insecure than ever
And the more I learn the less I know but it's alright
Two different things can both be true at the same time
And I've never been worse
But I've never been better

Don't you worry
Everybody's crazy
You're doing amazing
Everything is terrible

Well, I've never been worse