Trust (Freestyle)

La ilaha illa anta subhanaka inni kuntu minaz zalimin
Subhanaka Allahumma ilaha, Allahu Akbar
Ay, Allahu Akbar

Pull out my legal pad and jotted all my pain down
Attempted suicide, I tried to blow my brains out
Transportation made illegal, cash on Grayhound
Don't like the bus no more, I travel on the train now
Travel on the train now
Don't like the bus no more, I travel on the train now
Travel on the train now
Don't like the bus no more, I travel on the train now
Just know my presence then got heavy
Please don't think of me no more
New collective in perspective
This ain't nothing like before
On location I been slanging cocaina, I'm on tour
Yoga poses made intentions to surrender on the floor
Released detention from my shoulders, ain't no settling the scores
As I grew older, heart got colder, love don't live here anymore
Love don't live here anymooore
Love don't live here anymore
Thought I saw the finish line, ain't no finish in this race
My feet hurting every day, bearly sleeping, I been pacing
Back and forth, back and forth
Can't move forward, going in circles, travelling back and forth
If home's where the heart is then I ain't got nowhere to stay
Maybe one day find a place, searching for a new escape
Nothing's making sense as of late, this how I'm knowing I'mma be okay
I done got in shape, doing great
Disregard my emotional state
Gratitude I done found a way to smile, even though I had a bunch 'a hard days
Ay, free Finesse2Tymes, Ricky Handle
I'm riding a rental car, oh
Strap in my lap with that iron, I deliver raw
Gutter up under me, all of this players around and they honor me
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When my grandmother left me, she say I'm amazing with it
I made a great decision
Upright, independent, I'm standing on nation business
Shout out my brother Slim, can't take what we was, like flip on above the rim
They put me in jail for it, although I was innocent
Sat in the cell for it
Guess I done learn my lesson
Button go "Ehh" closin the cell door
I turn me some treasure to cash, I went bought her ass and she bought me a bag
Now we advancing enhancing the swag, when I'm up in the racks I'mma get some Chanel for her
I can't complain, 'cause I made a bunch of mistakes with the women I fell for
Blessings came circling over my head
I see them hovering
Praise to Allah, gazing up at the stars, I know he cover me
I say a prayer and it comfort me
Don't let this come up from under me, huh
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me, yeah
All these players around and they hunting me, yeah
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me, yeah
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me, yeah
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me
They hunting me
They hunting me
All these players around and they hunting me, yeah
All these players around and they hunting me, yeah
All these players around and they hunting me, yeah
All these players around and they hunting me, yeah
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