luv starved

(album: a study of the human experience volume one - 2022)

I was never shown how to love
So I did my best to guess
Everything a man ever wants
A tiny girl in a dress
It's all a feat for his friends
That I didn't even like, so

Tried to learn from mistakes
I haven't made one in months
But it's getting harder to take
Pushing away everyone
You just had to show up
And yeah I'm not mad about it

Swear to God I'ma change but I'm agnostic
All this loneliness is getting so exhausting
Sick to my stomach, yeah I'm feeling kinda nauseous
And I can't tell if it's you

I'm so love-starved
Knowing if I'm ready to trust you
Is goddamn hard
You're picking at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they're turning blue
Higher grade of something new
I'm so love-starved
Are you actually my type or do I just need a bite?

Is it the fact that you're there
Do I actually care?
The potential of the latter's
Got me pulling on my hair, ah
I'm a skeleton
Of the love we once had
Yeah, it was so bad
But you're nothing like that, yeah

Swear to God I'ma change but I'm agnostic
All this loneliness is getting so exhausting
Sick to my stomach, yeah I'm feeling kinda nauseous
And I can't tell if it's you

I'm so love-starved
Knowing if I'm ready to trust you
Is goddamn hard
You're picking at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they're turning blue
Higher grade of something new
I'm so love-starved
Are you actually my type or do I just need a bite?

Sick of being taken advantage by shitty guys
Tell me if you're one of them, I'm losing my mind
Are you feeding me affection or just a bunch of lies?
Is it me? Is it you? I don't really got a clue
I don't got much love but I might give it all to you

I'm so love-starved
Knowing if I'm ready to trust you
Is goddamn hard
You're picking at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they're turning blue
Higher grade of something new
I'm so love-starved