Break From LA Freestyle

I-I don't wanna-I don't wanna do this shit a bunch of times
Turn-turn the music up a little bit
Yeah

Uncharted territory, been paving a way
None of my friends or family have been famous this way
Feel all alone, you and I aren't the same in this way
I vent, but no one wants to hear me complaining today
Fuck, maybe I just need a break from LA
The magnetism makes it difficult staying away
It's always something and I know this sounds crazy to say
What's the point, I crack ever since I've been breaking away
Beautiful girl, you move in an angelic way (Look)
But I can't lie to you just to make it okay
So stay away, trust me it'll be safer this way
Your heart is fragile and I'm not tryna break it today
She said 'You're so dark and mysterious'
She acts like she listens, but her heart isn't hearing this
And yeah drugs are cool, but when they start interfering it's
A problem, then the only thing that I'm fearing is
The way out's not as obvious as the entrance was
Spaced out, couldn't tell you where my attention was
I've seen it all happen, and to the best of us
Slip up and forgetting what the directions was
Looking back on last year, look what a mess I was
Anxiety on a thousand, that's just how stressed I was
Disguises fooled me, ain't recognize what the blessing was
Ain't see it coming, they hit me, that's what the lesson was
TMZ says anything to make em click the bait
And you can't litigate, the story's out so go and get your plate
Tryna put the fire out? You're just a little late
Would hate for you to see me when I'm in this state (Fuck)
Hoppin on the interstate
'Cause LA's making me turn into all the shit I hate
Some days I feel like I'm starting to disintegrate
Then other days feel like my good is turning into great
'Cause I'm accomplishing all of my goals, married to this shit
On my knee like I gotta propose
Not even religious, but I gotta thank God I suppose
Driving through Hollywood I laugh at how all this shit goes
The allure of Sunset Boulevard, the bright lights of the city
They come from far and wide, and really find it pretty (Haha)
They really think it's pretty (Yeah)
I mean they really think it's pretty
It's killing me inside, I feel like the reapers tryna get me
I'm pushing demons off, ain't know I have to fight this many
I took me a few years til recently it finally hit me
This life isn't like anything, for real it's kind of trippy
Music and the movie business all mixed together with porn
Californiacation lives here and sex is the norm
Haha, shit is funny
The irony of leaving sunny Los Angles for the mountains to weather the storm

You know, I guess I needed a break (yeah)
That shit'll make you go crazy
Reporting live from — undisclosed location in the mountains somewhere
Somewhere far, far away
The only place I find peace
Necessary breaks from the chaos
You know