Up All Night

(album: girlfriends - 2020)

I don't wanna turn the TV off
I like sleeping with it on
It makes me feel less alone
Like I'm still in control
I don't wanna get up out of bed
I don't wanna have to take my meds
I don't wanna fix anyone else
I'm still trying to fix myself

Sometimes, I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for
Somebody that I don't need to save more
'Cause I'm too busy saving myself, ooh
Sometimes, I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for
Somebody that I don't need to save more
'Cause I'm too busy saving myself, ooh

I'm done hiding when I'm hurt
I've been putting myself first
I used to try and make it work
But I only make things worse
I'm still wanting someone new
Who knows all the things to do
Knows exactly who they are
Why is that so hard?

Sometimes, I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for
Somebody that I don't need to save more
'Cause I'm too busy saving myself, ooh
Sometimes, I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for
Somebody that I don't need to save more
'Cause I'm too busy saving myself, ooh (Too busy, too busy)

I'm done having any doubts
I'm not stressing myself out
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up

Sometimes, I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for
Somebody that I don't need to save more
'Cause I'm too busy saving myself, ooh
Sometimes, I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for
Somebody that I don't need to save more
'Cause I'm too busy saving myself, ooh
Too busy saving myself