Maniac

(album: (e)motion sickness - 2022)

I'm hanging on by a thread
I got these thoughts in my head
The kind that won't lemme rest
I swear I'm trying my best
I cancelled all of my plans
I cut off all of my friends
I only trust on one hand
I say I'm sorry too fast

Oh I've got it all
Figured out but I don't
When I fall down I know
I could change but I wont

I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy I take a pill for that
I'm a disaster going down way too fast
I may have been shattered but I put the pieces back
And it feels like everybody's out to get me
Feels like they keep forgetting
I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy I take a pill for that

I'm scared of what I'll become
Can't undo the things I've done
I tried to hide who I was
Felt like I wasn't enough
It's like a fight to the death
Feels like a knife in my chest
Constantly gasping for breath
Don't know how much I've got left

Oh I've got it all
Figured out but I don't
When I fall down I know
I could change but I won't

I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy I take a pill for that
I'm a disaster going down way too fast
I may have been shattered but I put the pieces back
And it feels like everybody's out to get me
Feels like they keep forgetting
I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy I take a pill for that

I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy I take a pill for that
I'm a disaster going down way too fast
I may have been shattered but I put the pieces back
And it feels like everybody's out to get me
Feels like they keep forgetting
I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy I take a pill for that