dodging bullets

(album: dummy parade - 2016)

I'm really good at dodging bullets
And everything else I shouldn't dodge

I'm really good at being all deterrent
For no good reason
Ignoring everything around despite just what it means and

Man, I'm stressed out
I'm a circus clown
In a silicon valley town

I'm really good at dodging bullets
I let a boy once stare at the side
Of my face for half an hour cause I wouldn't catch his eyes

On purpose stumbling
I guess I'm gay? I'm sorry
I guess I just like hiding
And I hate all effort, and everything

I'm stressed out
I'm a circus clown
In a silicon valley town

I'm good at idealizing
Like I'm good at lying like
I'm really good at seeming cool
And blowing my whole cover

I'm really good at leaving
And I'm really good at acting
Like a shiny object with no intentions to do a thing

But man I'm stressed out
I'm a circus clown
In a silicon valley town
And I like too many strangers now
Man, I'm stressed out
I'm a circus clown
In a silicon valley town