17250

(album: i care so much that i dont care at all - 2023)

I never hoped for the best
But I'd be surprised if it got any worse, I swear
I never told you the truth, I realized
That you never cared at all

I woke up this morning
On someone else's mattress
Don't mean to be a bother
But what the fuck just happened?

And I fell apart in your driveway, like, a thousand times
Past few months, my dear, I've lived a thousand lives
I knew from the start that I, I should've drawn the line
You're hot to the touch my dear, I keep getting cauterized

I'm letting the blood build up in my mouth
I'm so damn scared of just letting it out
I'm so damn scared of the sound it'll make on the ground

I woke up this morning
On someone else's mattress
Don't mean to be a bother
But what the fuck just happened?

And I fell apart in your driveway, like, a thousand times
Past few months, my dear, I've lived a thousand lives
I knew from the start that I, I should've drawn the line
You're hot to the touch my dear, I keep getting cauterized

17-250 (Fuck me, why did I do that?)
17-250 (I can't stand myself but you knew that)
17-250 (250, 250)
17-250 (250, 250)

I woke up this morning
On someone else's mattress
Don't mean to be a bother
But what the fuck just happened?