pardee urgent care

(album: i care so much that i dont care at all - 2023)

Keep me in the waiting room
I never know what you will do anymore
You'll hate the words I say to you
You never wanna hear the truth anymore
Tell me that you have the time
But I've been here since nearly nine
And I can't seem to see the signs of anything
Anymore, anytime, never mind

You're perfect
You never make me feel like I'm a burden
You told me I should kill myself
With pills that stay inside my shelf
I know for a fact I deserve it, deserve it
So keep me in your waiting room
I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you
I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you

You told me that I was just never enough
You changed your mind, said that I was too much
You crossed the line, said you did it to toughen me up
Then you disappeared, I was a sucker to punch
'Cause I've been through many things
Everything, anything, anymore, anytime, never mind

You're perfect
You never make me feel like I'm a burden
You told me I should kill myself
With pills that stay inside my shelf
I know for a fact I deserve it, deserve it
So keep me in your waiting room
I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you
I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you

(I'm so pissed)
(Okay, father)
(I'm tired, I'm tired)
(I'm so tired)